Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in Captain Spiffypants' LiveJournal:

Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
8:31 pm	Holy Shit I just remembered that I had this thing. For the love of God, don't read this. God damn I was a whiny bitch. Stupid high school. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 20th, 2001
12:48 am	Stabbing Westward - Shame I only see myself Reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am Essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I? I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know what's real without you How can I exist without you? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I need someone to ache for me The way I ache for you If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know what's real without you How can I exist without you? I stare in this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me Or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant it like this (I never meant it like this) No, I never meant it like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know what's real without you How can I exist without you? How can I exist without you? How can I exist without you? (Comment on this)